Sometimes I feel like I have so much potential to do great things. I wake up feeling energized, throw some words into my novel and blog, draw up something, and head back to bed feeling like I accomplished a daily goal. Sure, I have the same routine day in and out, see the same faces daily, and fight the same old problems, but I try not to let them discourage me. I have a mission to be free.
For me, being free means doing whatever I want without anyone or anything holding me back. I never liked the idea of being told what to do ever since I first began working which is why I like the idea of blogging. I can be me. I don’t feel as if I should walk on eggshells in order to keep my job.
Yes, I wish I had a better paying job.
Yes, I wish I can travel the world like others.
And yes, I wish I didn’t have anxiety and depression holding me back from my fullest potential.
But I won’t let these worries invade my head for too long. As I have said before, I have to keep moving forward. My confidence in myself will take me far. I just know it.
I love the idea of duality. I wanted to present to two parts of my personality that are at constant odds with each other.